I catch myself thinking "how on earth did I get here?" Its so hard to believe that this has happend but it is looking more and more likely that im actuallt going to have a baby in a few months....scary!
Im getting used to the idea but it does still seem fairly surreal. We have most things sorted I think, cot, car seat, changing table, some clothes etc. Just need to sit and wait now I guess.
My midwife is all for a home birth which is encouraging as its something that I had always wanted but not thought about it much further until she mentioned it at my booking in appointment. I know I would be a lot less stressed in my own environment and that has got to count for a lot. But hey, lets just see nearer the time if its still an option, im easy really x
