Well, I was positive to begin with this time round.
Then ovulation messed up and was delayed.
Then I started to resent the actual act of "trying" and couldnt find the enthusiasm to keep going when I had no idea when I would ovulate.
Then I eventually ovulated and we only gave it a try on one day... one day!!!! when previously we were everyday for 6 days!!!
And now my temps are down indicating a short luteal phase of 9 days...again!! I know thats too short to give any little eggy a chance.
I feel my body is at war with the idea of creating a new life.
I feel my positivity draining fast
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