Well, I have been doing my visualisations everyday and had accupuncture at the beginning of last week. All was looking good, we made good attempts 6 days in a row and I was feeling positive and then...work exhausted me, ahhh. By the end of last week I was so tired that I barely had the energy for baby dancing so its not surprising that all my fertile signs dissapeared and I failed to ovulate..again.
Goodness me. I am sooo sick of work taking over my life and essentially making me infertile. Since I then didnt know when things would start up again and I was so tired we didnt try over the weekend. Then suddenly, tuesday, a slight sign, we gave it a go and my body spontaneously ovulated second time around. Unfortunatey it means despite trying 6 days in a row when I thought I was fertile, it didnt happen, it then got sprung upon me and we only gave it a single attempt.
Im not feeling so positive now. This has happened three months in a row now. In fact, im even considering taking a few days off during my next cycle when its that crucial ovulation time to make sure im relaxed and give myself a chance. Or is that too much pressure? Im just plain fed up and if state of mind has anything to do with things then im well aware that im killing my chances. The only positivity I can grasp on to is that if I ovulated on tuesday then thats closer to the full moon eclipse on saturday which is supposed to be favourable for virgos trying to conceive. As they say, it only takes a single sperm blah blah blah.....
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