Thursday, 10 June 2010

Back from holiday :-) and back to work :-(

So back from holiday yesterday and hoping that this month will be positive. AF arrived on the first day (great start) but I'm hoping with some positive thinking this month will be better.

I have had a read of my hypnofertility book and have some visualisations to do everyday which I started while I was away. Im sure other people lying by the pool would think im barmy if they knew that I was visualising sperm swimming through my cervix and watching in my mind while an egg was released from my ovary! Apparently the more that you go through these visualisation while in a deeply relaxed state then the subconscious gets comfortable with the idea that it will happen and all this helps prepare the mind for the fact that you will be pregnant and will help to remove any psychological blocks.

Im hoping that the fact that I started these visualisations while on holiday means that as I continue them I will take my mind back to being nice and relaxed while lying in the sun by the pool on holiday. Now that im back at work, I can already feel the stress levels rising but im seeing my acupuncturist on monday so hoping that that will also help. Im due to ovulate middle of next week but know that for the last two cycles ovulation has been delayed which I can only attribute to a particularly stressful time at work during those days. So I must remain calm and detached from work until at least the end of next week and make sure that im focusing positive energy on myself and not expending it all on work. So much easier said than done!!!

On a positive note, my horroscope says that the eclispse towards the end of this month is a good sign for pregnancy for virgos woohoo!!! It says..
Now we come to the matter of the full moon lunar eclipse in Capricorn at 5 degrees, due June 26 (operative for five days on either side of this date). This eclipse will fall in your house of true love and bring a matter of the heart to culmination. This same area of the chart rules pregnancy, birth and the care of children. If you have hoped for a baby, this eclipse may bring a child. If you are not ready, you will have to be very careful because a pregnancy could occur

Fingers crossed, perhaps the stars are on my side this month!!! If you havent read Susan Miller's horroscopes I highly recommend it http://www.astrologyzone.com/

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