Back on top again

After every low there comes a high and this is where I find myself now.

It took me a week for everything to sink in but everything is much clearer now. I still dont fully understand why I had such a reaction to the change of plan but perhaps I dont need to understand it right now. Everything has fallen into place with amazing speed so who am I to question. Perhaps the lesson is to have a positive mindset on your desired outcome but to accept that there may be some greater plan that the universe has in mind.

My accupuncturist couldnt believe that in the month since seeing her, I had seen the fertility specialist, had an HSG, been referred to a fertility clinic and was now waiting to have a scan to start IVF. In fact she said she had never heard of anyone on the NHS going through so quickly and that something somewhere must have a plan for me and that I should go with it.