IVF drugs and the energy field

I learnt something interesting today. I went to see my friend  Andy for some crystal work as I had been having a bad time with the side effects of the down regulating drugs. I felt as though I was injecting an alien into my body every night which had now got inside me and flicked all the switches to turn on depression.

He dowsed my energy field and was making some "oh" "ahh" and "oooh...thats interesting" noises! He said my energy field was generally quite good and strong until he got to my pelvic area on my left side (the feminine side), where he said it almost dissapeared!  He checked my front and that was the same - it was completely depleted around my sacral centre (area just below the belly button) and correspondingly my sacral centre was completely blocked.

On a physical level the sacral centre is associated with the reproductive system, therefore the ovaries in a female, on a mental level it is associeted with creativity, on an emotional level it is asociated with joy and spiritually it is associted with enthusiasm.

Therefore it is not surprising that, since I am taking strong drugs to force the shut down of my ovaries, my sacral centre has become stagnant. It has had such a strong effect that not only is there no energy flow on a physical level, it has had an effect on other levels also and forced a depressive and unenthusiastic mood on me. 

As you move out from the physical body you encounter the emotional body or plane followed by the mental body or plane followed by the spiritual bodies or planes - kind of like an onion with lots of different layers. The physical shut down of my ovaries, and consequently the shut down of the sacral centre, has had a knock on effect in the same area throughout these other bodies or planes. This has meant that my whole energy field in this area seems to have been wiped out.

This is qute unusual for me as although I have had major depression issues in the past, I can generally spot the signs and energetically there is evidence of weaknesses and blockages all over. Its interesting to see that I am still going strong but that it is clear to see the effects of the drugs in such an isolated area and for it to have happened so suddenly.

And finally, a brief update on my IVF cycle: I have an appointment on Tuesday for my first scan to get the go ahead to start the stimulating drugs. Yay! No wonder, given what I have learnt today, that they say the side effects and depression in particular should subside when I start the new injections!